It's Been A Long Time

It has been a long time since I've posted anything on this. Well, as a little way to get you up-to-date with my life, my daughter is now six months old. We have recently been to the doctor's office for a check-up. She now weighs sixteen pounds nine ounces, and is twenty-seven inches tall. The most notable thing about that is that she went from the 50-75% to the 90% in terms of height, but she was always on the edge since birth. Next, we have job experiences... Well, I've recently applied for a job at my local library. They are hiring for a full-time job because one of their worker's is retiring. I'm really hoping I get this job, but I kind of doubt it. I think I have a low self-esteem in terms of getting a job, but really, it would seem that it is appropriate because of how hard it is to get a job lately. I still work part-time at my first job (I started when I was 16, and am now 20). As it turns out, my workplace has opened a full-time job in a different department from the one I work in. I applied for it, and hope I get this job because I would like to stay here. Well, my first choice would have to be the library job because writing and reading are important hobbies of mine. I'm not sure what I would do if I were offered both jobs. Well, I know that I would take the job at my workplace, and I will know about that job in approximately one week or more. The library job won't be decided for another month or so, and I will be disappointed if I was offered that job after I accepted the job at my workplace (if I were offered it). As far as other job opportunities, I've basically applied at every and all places that I can. I mostly don't want to take the job at my workplace because of the library job. I want the library job most out of all the jobs I applied for, but will settle on any job if I don't get the library job. Gah, it is so hard to be in this position. I'm not excited to be in an economy in which it is so hard to find a full-time job. Also, I really don't want a full-time job because I just want to stay home with my baby all day every day. It is hard to think about dropping her off with a babysitter. And I almost don't want to deal with the responsibility called for to take care of a child when it comes to babysitters and school. I have been thinking about that lately, I don't know if I am ready for her to be in school or doing anything really because I feel like I have been a little thrown into becoming a mother. But, I guess I am better off than my mother who had me at age 18, and my sister at age 19. Hmm, it would seem that I have rambled on for quite a long time. I will stop now, seeing as most of it is uninteresting. If you read all of this, thanks :) Not going to lie, though. I think when people write like this, it is most interesting, at least to me. To me it says that you are a living being with actual feelings. I always see other bloggers who have a "charisma" that they uphold in order to keep their followers. Although, that does keep readers around, it does not show me that you are grounded in reality.